ive never let another person in my bedroom in 14 years. im a very and organized person outwardly but my room is piled high with boxes of trash i havent touched in years and theres broken things and medication hiding all over. i help everyone else deal with cleaning etc when they are overwhelmed and i like keeping the rest of my place clean but i cannot find a way to deal with my bedroom and i can never imagine letting anyone see it – i think i would stop talking to them if they saw.
