Currently on 2nd out of a 4-month study-abroad-course... Anxious and depressed months before coming -and currently. Thesis tutor said "would be a good

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Currently on 2nd out of a 4-month study-abroad-course…
Anxious and depressed months before coming -and currently.
Thesis tutor said “would be a good experience that would help me form long-lasting academic contacts” (haven’t spoken to anyone here, not even those he specifically told me to talk with)
Don’t have any interest in this country, its college or what I’m studying here…
Hating every waking moment of it…
Thesis tutor is coming in a few weeks to check on my progress (0%)
Considering returning and dropping the PhD -given that it is obvious I won’t be any good in a line of work that requires this much socialization-

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