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I’m transgender and I wish I wasn’t.
It’d be so nice to just be happy with having b**** and thighs and curves and a girly voice but it just feels wrong and weird and gross and it hurts that wasn’t born with the right features, not just because I can’t stand to see myself in the mirror, but because people judge me for wanting to go by James and feeling awkward and uncomfortable in dresses and not acting like the “nice young lady” that I was supposed to be but just wasn’t.

I feel like a disappointment. To my mom. To my family. They wanted a normal girl. I was supposed to be the perfect daughter, the one who had long curly hair and a sweet smile with a tint of lipgloss, the one who was a star student and always happy with her life, the one who had big dreams. Instead, my mom got me. A sack of crap dyke with too short hair and slipping grades because it’s just so damn hard to focus these days, that one kid who goes to therapy every Thursday and feels like a disgrace because he is a disgrace and he can’t just be happy the way he was born, the one that’s always too hot because he wears two shirts and a jacket to hide his chest so when he passes by a mirror he doesn’t get upset, why couldn’t I have just been born a guy? Or at least lived happily as the daughter my parents still want?

New Confession

This boy was young but mentally s******* overpowered. With time he’s learned how to manipulate the shifting within the motor process in the slab cross. He’s becoming a demon on it and the boss man likes how he takes charge on it. He raises it smoothly faster than the original master of the machine. He glides it down very gently and just when the d**** is about to meet its target he’ll drop you on it,allowing it to penetrate solidly better than half way in and immediately raise you above the tip and drop you again over and over thus mimicking an e**********. He gets off on the sharp yells of surprise that that had really happened. Confirming his act choice as a positive move. He then uses this opportunity to describe to the onlookers on what suggestive actions to expect from he being ridden. Causing stages of laughter. Then he’ll manipulate raising and lowering the watt edge power on the d**** to cause the electric shock stronger than normal forcing the body to vibrate upon the injection of the d**** ramming additional watt edge through the a*** cavity up charge through the insides of the body on out. Causing a solid hard on. The boy is about ready to train the master on how to run a proper crucifixion with the equipment. That’s not the end of it. He is apparently experienced at ejaculating a man properly through manipulating the old fashion j******* til full release after forcing hold various times forcing the member to plea for allowance to ejaculate. An overall masterpiece of not only equipment control but crowd control thus utilizing them through evolvement while producing his planned abuse tackticks. The boy is only ten. Knows how to use the oil to master the massaging feeling through the masterbation process. Uses his fingers to aid the d**** seem thicker. And uses them to tickle the a*** whole up to the prostate to speed up or slow down the e********** factor. Made me c** Five times in one hour what no woman ever has done. The boy was ten.

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