The guy I love is recovering from depression. I haven’t yet told him that I love him. We’re really close. I stay up till 4 am at times when he’s feeling down and wants to talk. He texts me when drunk and has told me all his secrets. However, he’ll be moving away from my hometown soon, starting over a new venture. And as the date of moving draws closer, he’s getting busy, preoccupied with packing stuff, booking tickets, etc. He hasn’t got much time to talk. And I realised that I feel rested. It’s making me feel horribly guilty that not having to talk to him is giving me more time for myself. I know I need to stand by him, but this feeling is good.
