I’m scared of what I’m becoming. I got married last year, we’re trying for a baby, I should be trying to get us a better flat, I am doing everything my bosses tell me no matter how stupid and for s*** money, I’m going into work half drunk to cope. On top of that, I feel like I’m becoming a pervert/p*** addict, I spend 3-5 hours a week looking at it. I look at other woman on the street and I don’t just think ‘I want to f*** her’, I think ‘What would a relationship with her feel like? Would we be better matched? Why is society such that I can’t have s** with her consequence-free?’
