Dear Anuja Sande
I saw your confession letter online about why we had to breakup in-spite of being engaged.
I realized you gave me every chance and when I didn’t change you broke it off and went with someone else. I wrote your family letters about your cheating as I thought it . I thought you were cheating so you left. I realize after reading your confession that I never showed you how much I loved and cared about you through my actions. You could no longer be with someone like that. I loved you , I come from a broken home and most people learn how to show love from their dad . I never had a loving dad. I never realized I had become like him – never showing love through actions. I am truly sorry. I used to lie to you as I was scared you would leave me if I showed you how flawed I was . I am truly sorry for putting all this. At the end of the day I was just a sad broken boy who was trying hard to make you proud – hoping if I made big in life you would forgive my broken side. I realize that was a mistake as you loved me unconditionally. I wish I could take back everything I said . I would give my life if I could to change everything – I would rather die in your arms than live a day without you .
But I must heal and resolve my issues and hope I find someone who loves me half as you did. I am tired of living a life where I’m not loved of putting up a brave mask when I’m dying on the inside. I know – you won’t be in it but I wish I could see you again – from a distance.
Maybe next life – I’ll love you as I should have.
Forever Yours in Love
Akhilesh Ghadge