My name is justin , and i have been depressed for 3 years until now because of an obsessive love over a fictitious anime character. During that i also got addicted to p**********, which really corrupt me throughout the years. I even fell into extremely disgusting fetishes such as shemales and even Snuff p*** which was because i just felt so insecure back then. Im 18 now and was just able to gave up the idolatry i had over that fictitious character and made real progress in getting out of the p*** addicition, though im still struggling with it. I only have jesus to thank for such a positive change in my life. Just wanna confess it here to bring this weakness and dark side of mine into to the light. I have never told this to anybody because i am just so ashamed. and i really hate myself for being so evil and being such a loser. But now i have come to love and forgive myself. I hope whoever’s reading this that is going through a period of self-loath to come to feel the love of god and also come to love and forgive themselves for whatever mistakes that they have committed in the past. hopefully i can one day find a friend or someone that is more than a friend which i am comfortable sharing this to.
