I’m a guy (28). Today on my way way to work I was crossing an intersection and a bicycle rider, an old man, coming form the wrong direction came and stood in front of my car not letting me pass through, I asked him to please take a side so that I can cross, but he didn’t move in fact stood still as if it was his right to block my way and asked me to move my car to left and go past him. I had to move so I did when I came parallel to him I rolled down my window and said that uncle you could have moved but he very rudely said that “you go your way I won’t move”. I got a little harsh and said that “uncle you are flaunting and provoking me” in reply to this he said “Yes I’m”. This is when I got very furious, got out of my car and started beating him up, people around came to stop me while shouting that A-Hole is beating an older guy. Although he proved me and stopped my way for a very long time which caused traffic jam……. but I shouldn’t have done that. He was about my father’s age. My guilt is eating me up inside. I searched for that guy a whole hour in that vicinity to apologies but I couldn’t find him anywhere. What I did is something no one should ever do no matter what the reason or your personal disturbances for that matter. I’m so guilty that since morning I’m just sitting on my work station and doing nothing. I cant work. The emotional burden and the guilt of what I did is killing me. I feel like crying on top of my lungs. I wanted to find him and hug him and cry in front of him apologies to him but maybe that is my fate live with this guilt. I don’t know how to correct this. What I did was so wrong in so many ways. I don’t know what to do. Just wanted to share this as this is something that I cant tell to anyone due to the intensity of the wrongness on my part. What I did, even God might not forgive me. (BTW my office got robbed yesterday and I lost everything, all work all investment, my life’s work all gone, maybe that became the reason of me getting furious. But still I was wrong) I’m sorry :”(