I watch my neighbor through her blinds. I don’t think she knows I can see her getting dressed in the morning, dressed before the gym, putting on her bathing suit, coming out of the shower at night. But I can’t stop myself. If I’m home when she’s home I’m at my window with binoculars or my camera and zoom lens. I feel guilty but I can’t stop myself. I need her to find out that I can see her and turn her blinds more closed so I can’t do this anymore.