I used to talk to girls online a lot, lead them on, think we were going to be together, etc. Looking back I feel like I probably hurt a lot of them emotionally. They didn’t deserve that. I was lonely and emotionally broken at the time, but that doesn’t justify my actions. I hope they all went on to have good and fulfilling and meaningful lives and have forgotten what a jerk and a loser I was. If I could do it over I would tell myself to do something else and improve myself instead of trying to pretend a fantasy of someday we would be together. I would say do the hard work and make the reality better. I am sorry.