i’m a h**** girl. that’s plain and simple. i don’t enjoy penetration very much and s** toys aren’t an option considering i live with my mother in a small apartment.
another thing is that i loved my grandfather. when he passes away i was absolutely broken. my mother had a pillow made for me made from some of my grandpa’s flannel shirts.
since i don’t have any s** toys, i have to use the pillow. it’s the only firm one i own and i feel disgusting about it, but the pillow is the perfect balance between firm and soft. i hate doing this but its one of the few ways that i can get off.