i should have made this goddamned assignments like a week ago but I just kept delaying it. i’m making them rn and its probably going to end up pretty half-assed but i don’t really care, the teacher already dislikes me deeply so anything I do is kinda worthless, but I can’t help felling frustrated about myself. it seems as if I put a lot of effort into something it just goes completely unoticed; but as soons as I commit one single mistake, BOOM! EVERYONE IS F****** PISSED AT ME. idk give me break. i wish people would take more care of their own lifes instead of putting expectations or judgments on others. ugh. (also kisses for anyone whos reading this)