I feel hollow. I have no emotions but sadness and occasional delusion-induced laughter. I keep emotions to myself, in fear of others disliking what i think. heres the thing; i am more eloquently spoken for my age of twelve out of the others. so naturally i never confess anything unless its to a close friend of my age with intellect similar to my own… problem is, i have not found anyone like that. I feel guilty because it seems like I have no secrets and that I’m chill on the surface when really deep within I have a ton of secrets, mental illnesses, and i do it just to protect others. If anyone knows what I can do to help this, please help, I have depression, anxiety, possible bipolar disorder and therapy doesnt work.I do take medicine, but it doesnt work very well…suggestions?