I have been married almost 30 years. My husband is a good man. He works hard. He is not mean or abusive. But...I find him very, very boring. He literally

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I have been married almost 30 years. My husband is a good man. He works hard. He is not mean or abusive. But…I find him very, very boring. He literally does nothing but follow me around. He does not know what to do with himself. If I sit down to read the paper, he comes over and says, “I guess you just want to be alone and you don’t want to be with me.” I have to run my day around his schedule because when he is home, I can not do anything without being interrupted and/or guilted. When I worked, he got mad if I had to stay late. I am afraid to start anything because he gets mad if it takes me too long. I feel like I am losing my mind. I am starting to get very angry at him now. 30 years of this. I encourage him to get a hobby. He does not. Now I have started to notice that he does not listen to me. I have taken to stopping mid sentence, and he does not notice. urgh. he’s home.

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My next door neighbor came over with some leftovers , and I asked her to come in for a min. I came into my bedroom and had her come in sit down for a min. I told her that I had a person of question to ask her. I asked her if her and her husband still having s**. She looked at me and said they haven’t had s** in years. I asked if she does she use the v******* on herself?And she said yes. Then I told her that i’ve been having fantasies about her and me having s**. I asked you if it could become true. She said that she don’t cheat on her husband but I told her that he’s not keeping up to his word for the marriage , right. I asked her how long has it been since a guy has gotten her off. She says it’s been years since she’s gotten off with another guy. I asked her if I could try , and she said , yes. My\nHead around dress in my room , and I got dressed and I went down on her to see how she tasted. She tasted fantastically , and I had her guide me into her , and I slowly started pumping her. All of a sudden, she started getting off from me f****** her and it felt so good feeling all the witness coming from her clip so I started pumping harder and faster.And she really started getting off, she kept c******.I think I got her off five times. I asked her we could do this more often.And she said yes. Set alarm Tuesday morning, she would come over after my brother left for work.And we get it on every tuesday morning , and she was loving it.

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