This evening, I was using my laptop, when I found a video that my 12 year-old son Jacob had recorded of himself masturbating. I don't know if he's been

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This evening, I was using my laptop, when I found a video that my 12 year-old son Jacob had recorded of himself m***********. I don’t know if he’s been “sexting” or not… but I actually got turned on by it and watched the entire thing, m***********, getting really turned by the appearance of his circumcised pre-teen boy p**** and how he stroked it and rubbed his balls… and I really got off watching him ejaculate c** onto his smooth belly. I had an o***** as I was m*********** to his video. Nobody knows that I’m s******* attracted to boys his age. I’ve had fleeting fantasies about the boy after seeing him in the pool with his shirt off but I always brushed those aside very quickly… and now I’ve jacked off while watching him jacking off.

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