I have never been in a relationship before until the boyfriend that I have now. All of the boys that I dated before him just used me for sex, so I am very

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I have never been in a relationship before until the boyfriend that I have now. All of the boys that I dated before him just used me for s**, so I am very insecure. He has a kid that he had with a girl that he was with for 6 years but he said the relationship was horrible from the start. I’m just so insecure so I’m scared that he is going to go back with her, even though he says that he is in love with me. He says that I am very good with his 3 1/2 year old son, and his son has even called me mama (yikes). I’ve almost been with him for 3 months. Am I wrong for being insecure?

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