Guys before you start to judge me and say i should kill myself, im the one that feels the most shame and guilt. I took advantage of my older sister. She

9 years

314 Views

Guys before you start to judge me and say i should kill myself, im the one that feels the most shame and guilt. I took advantage of my older sister.

She was passed out drunk and i touched her….
You might be thinking this is fake but i promise it isnt.
I feel really bad because my older sister is my best friend and we are very close. Im supposed to protect her from monsters like myself. I feel really shameful and horrible and i dont know how to make up for it.

Im not gonna tell her because it will destroy our bond and even tho it will lift this burden off my shoulders it will affect her life in a negative way.
I just had to get this out of me somewhere.

New Confession

Theres pisss all over my body

Pissmaster

Related Confessions

I hate myself so much for my attachment issues. I always hurt the people I care about because I get attached easily and start caring too much. When someone I am so attached to stops messaging back, paying attention to me, and caring, I do crazy things to check if they are online and just ignoring me. I don’t stop until I discover who they are giving all their attention to, and then I’ll start stalking the person they talk to more often than me. It’s way worse when it’s out of the blue, which makes me more inclined to find every piece of information about that person. I know I am in the wrong for doing this, and after the person eventually finds out about this, I panic and pressure them to forgive me and stay. I don’t justify my actions, I do believe I’m weird, creepy, and evil, but I care too much to let the person go. It works a lot, and I feel like a manipulator. I want to stop seeking strong friendships and relationships because I know that in the end, both of us will end up hurt. The harsh reality is that I also go crazy when I don’t have anybody to obsess over. I can never win.