i get jealous of my best friends girl friend, not because I want him for myself no I'm straight I don't see him like that but it's because before he

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i get jealous of my best friends girl friend, not because I want him for myself no I’m straight I don’t see him like that but it’s because before he started dating her, he use to smile when he looked at me, he use to talk to me and tell me things, now days I always seem to hear things through other people, I’m not his only best friend which can be annoying sometimes, I mean I have another best friend but I do put him higher up then my other one. I just get so jealous because I have my best friend then this chick comes along and steals all my time with him, it’s not fair, and beyond that he doesn’t even care that it happens. I get treated like dirt, always put down, constantly left out, consistently ignored, I hate all of it, but I love my best friend, he’s my brother and I know he sees me the same but he just is so caught up in hisself that he doesn’t realise that he hurts me

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I applaud Kendra Scott for k*lling Rodderius Morton. Yes he was willing to leave and had no weapon on him BUT….He entered a home without Kendras permission. He also was plenty old enough to be messing around with an underage girl. That’s r*pe! So Therefore Kendra should be released. No charge. She had every right to protect her home and her daughter. Rodderius was someone that entered private space and a r*pist. Makes me sick they charged her for first degree m*rder when she had the right to do what she did.

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