GAh, I can't even handle this. I just need to get it all out. (It's pretty long) (English isn't my first language, I apologize in case there are grammar

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GAh, I can’t even handle this. I just need to get it all out.

(It’s pretty long)

(English isn’t my first language, I apologize in case there are grammar or spelling mistakes..)

So um, I had this friend (friend 1) I met on the internet, and soon she introduced me to another friend (friend 2) on DeviantArt. Me and friend 2 became closer than I was with 1.

2 often lied about his age, but he seemed like a nice person. (I really don’t know if he’s 17, 24 or 28)
Welp. Thing is, 1 and 2 got in a fight, and they became distant. I still talk to both of them- but the real problem is:

2 has gotten a new girlfriend recently- and I soon discovered she’s 13.
keeping in mind that he is 28… (from what 1 had told me, she kept talking s*** about him)

I consider it as pedophilia.

What bothers me is that 1 has been telling 2 that “waiting for her to turn 18” isn’t exactly what we call being mature- and I agree, but I don’t feel like telling 2 about my very honest opinion.

Honestly I think he’s being an Immature p************- “oh, look at me… I’m 28 and I’m online dating a 13 year old… but I’m waiting for her to turn 18”

Like, no. First of all, get out of your mother’s house, go out and get a f****** job- I don’t care about your age. Even if you’re 17/20 you should already be thinking on being independent, not dating kids on the internet.

I seriously don’t feel like being his friend anymore, but I tell him anything, he’ll just block me or something.

don’t get me started on his girlfriend, because she’s aware of his age- so she’s just as – I don’t know… I have no other words to describe her other than retarded- (yes, as retarded as him.)

I have even had a close experience with him, He asked me out through Skype. (Yes, he asked me to be his girlfriend) and I rejected him- gosh, I’m glad.

(He’s told me that he had gone s***** with past girlfriends, by sending pictures)

^ and that he didn’t want to message his girlfriend through notes, nor by e-mail, since her parents didn’t trust her*

*because they had found out she had also gone s***** with another guy.

it’s like a 3 year old educating a 30 year old… see what I mean?

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