Look at you now, mumbled typing. Rubbish
I always felt like I was behind in love and forced myself to have crushes even though I only saw them as a friend. I got so desperate that I turned pansexual and eventually I confessed to my friend that I loved her in hopes to get a partner but got rejected which I think permanently ruined our friendship, which was really sad because we were best friends. I can’t stop thinking about how it was all a desperate attempt.
I was having s** with some girl for the first time. She knew it and told me to let her know when I was going to c** and to pull it out. It stayed in her deep for a long time and told her I was going to c** and she locked her legs around me preventing my pullout. I knew I filled her up and she just grinned at me. We never used a condom after that. Super s** and we were lucky. Her Mom noticed her stained p****** and just grinned.
