I left campus walking to the bus stop. A guy in one of my classes drove by and offered me a ride. He said he was going over to a friend’s place and if I wanted to come. It was just the three of us and they put on some g****** videos and drank beer. They watched and masturbated with this oil in a plastic bottle. They told me to come over and s*** them off. When I didn’t they told me it was either s*** them off or they’d have me for dinner with my pants off. I got on my knees in front of the guy that gave me the ride and I sucked his d***. Then I sucked the other guy. Then they took my pants off and took turns with me.

They kept me naked and played with my d*** and sucked my d*** and took turns with me again. When I was taken home later that night I totally embarrassed and I ran into my place and took a shower for about half an hour. But that night, I dreamed about it and I masturbated into the sheets. My confession is that I had never fantasized about it like that, it was always some guy I met in the library who was going to take my virginity.