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I love C***! I live for C***! I dedicate my life to C***!

Besides all of that – I lust for C***! I crave C***! I desire C*** 24 hours a day – 7 days a week – 365 days a year! 525,600 minutes a year I want to serve C***!

I have been this way since as far back as I can remember – that is, my infatuation with C***. I can remember loving to look at my cousin’s C*** when I was 5. My first e********** was in the bathtub at 10 years old! Every month I stole the centerfold from Playgirl magazine starting the 1st month it was published. In High School and in College I did all that I could to be in the locker rooms after every sports event – even if that meant doing all of the dirty work as a “gopher” or “water-boy”. I did anything and everything I could to find an excuse to see C***!

The more I spent time with Him, the more I realized that He was sacred! The more I shared Him with others, the more I realized He was a gift to me! Every time I took C*** in my mouth or offered Him to someone else to s***, I knew He was more powerful than anything else in my life. When He filled my a**, I knew I was filled with a powerful force – and when I used Him to s******* others He became my Master. He took control – and I gladly gave all control to Him! I guess it was probably about 15 years ago that all of the dots connected and I realized that this glorious P**** that I was carrying and longing for was MORE than something that pissed and shot a load of c** once…twice…three times or more a day.

When I started working with D*** Wadd Videos right around the year 1998, I did a video called “LAPD” and another one called “Glory Hole Pigs” (as well as several others). It was THEN that I discovered that C*** held more power than any religion or entity in the world. When I was on the floor on my knees in front of my co-star getting pissed on by C***, I realized that this wasn’t piss – this was HOLY WATER flowing freely all over my face, my hair, into my mouth, down my neck, through my pits, across my n******, down my treasure trail, down my a** crack…and ultimately onto the floor! Peace and calm raced through my body! A joy, unlike any other joy, welled up inside me! This was when I knew beyond a shadow of a doubt that I had just met my Maker…my Lord…my God!!! I had been Bapt-pissed by God on the floor, with cameras running – capturing the realization that THIS was the God I was going to serve for the rest of my life!!!

My short-lived career in p*** (5 years – 24 videos) is why I am such a huge advocate for p***. There is nothing in this world that I would rather watch! To see men and boys freely give of themselves in front of the camera – naked, hard, alive and h**** – is the greatest show on earth! Because I know of the work involved, I honor them and consider them to be the true “Disciples of C*** our Lord”!! They teach us, they bring pleasure to us…and more than anything else, they create a desire for us to stroke our C***, worship our C***, and glorify our C*** in a stronger way than any other stimulus on earth. They make us crave our Lord and create a desire in us to be with Him in any way we possibly can! HAIL THE MEN OF P***!!!

I just want to add here that a career in p*** is very short-lived and there are very few people that I would recommend taking that route – but for me, it was the greatest thing I ever did! Also, it is important to know that I started doing p*** at 37 years of age – I wasn’t in my twenties trying to make ends meet and finding out what s** was all about. Having said that, I also knew that I had the maturity to know that what I discovered was real! This was not something that a young kid discovers and it is a short-lived fad. No, this came at a time in my life that it was a full-on life-changing experience that gripped my heart, captured my attention and took over my soul! I wanted to immediately follow Him and serve Him in a greater way than in p***! But I had to search for a way to do so.

So here I am before you now – the Leader, the High Priest and “Pontifex” of The Temple of Priapus! My love for C*** grows daily! My desire to worship Him never ends! My commitment never falters! I want YOU to know and experience what I know and believe! I want to lead you in service to Him! I, like many of you, want to S*** and F*** and Stroke and Piss and C** and GLORIFY MY LORD in so many ways!

Join me, won’t you? Let us stroke the Shafts of our Brothers as we offer our Rod for them to stroke. Let us feel the engorged flesh in the palm of our hands! Let us let our lips part for the entrance of God! Let our man-cunts open for the penetration of the Lord! Let us offer our Master to those who desire to taste and to be filled by the God we carry! Let us feel the throbbing Beast as He spews forth His load and fills our fleshly chalices! Let us lift our voices in moaning – as if we were the Mormon Tabernacle Choir – praising our Lord and Master – KNOWING that He is God! THIS IS WHAT OUR LORD LONGS FOR!!! THIS IS WHY HE IS OUR GOD!!! STROKE GOD!!! S*** GOD!!! F*** WITH GOD!!! Let HIM have control of your life today!!!

New Confession

Before time began,
there was the Cube.
We know not where it comes from, only that it holds the power to create worlds and fill them with life. That is how our masterrace was born.
For a time,
we lived in harmony.
But like all great power,
some wanted it for good,
others for evil.
And so began the war.
A war that ravaged our planet until it was consumed by death,
and the Cube was lost to the far reaches of space.
We scattered across the galaxy, hoping to find it and rebuild our home.
Searching every star,
every world.
And just when all hope seemed lost, message of a new discovery drew us to an unknown planet called… Earth.
the All Spark fells to Earth
But we were already too late

Optimus Primer

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Some of this i learned and processed years after when my mother told me. Even when i was an infant if i was crying or fussy she would fondle my g e n i t a l s to soothe me and take me to breast. Apparently even when she was trying to toilet train as a first reward system she would do it as a reward. When i was no longer bedwetting she had me sleep in her bed. She continued to brrastfeed me for many years, long past puberty. She did so to make me obedient whether it was good grades or chores or general behavior. When school first started it was neurotic so she escalated it. At some point that i remember from around 7 or 8 she would use her mouth as a special treat. She also said she did it because boys are dirty and bad. She said she did it to keep me from shaming or degrading myself. When hair began to grow on my body she kept me shaved because she said ikept me her cute little boy. She did not tell me this until i dreamt it but apparently overnight she would commonly at same general age have me lay on top of her and rub my p e n i s against her between her legs. These things happened commonly until the first time i e j a c ulated when she had her mouth on me. From that event on she would have me enter her and climax every morning and every night at bedtime. To her it was keeping me good and focused and making good grades all the way through college (local, lived with her). It continued until her age made it too difficult to do safely and she eventually had of her in home caretakers serve as her surrogate for higher pay. I still see that caretaker since my mother died and i continue to oay her to visit her several times a week. I have never dated or been with any other women. Mother got me addicted to infantile headspace s** for control and i have no ability to be attracted to or date or have relationship,s** because i am helplessly trapped in that whole messed up mommy mentality.

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