on an island in the Marianas I stood on the mountaintop and had a cloudless view 360 degrees of the Pacific. I could then imagine the earth curving beyond

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on an island in the Marianas I stood on the mountaintop and had a cloudless view 360 degrees of the Pacific. I could then imagine the earth curving beyond the horizon and size up how astoundingly massive this planet is. It is one thing to know intellectually that the Earth is enormous and another to experience it as reality. My body sensed a flash of strangeness like it was supposed to be in free fall acceleration, yet here everything was just floating. It was a religious experience. There was no hallelujah, no euphoria, no rapture, no greatness. Just pure calm truth. Meanwhile religion tries to hook us on drama.

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Don’t numb the pain completely, if you do, you’ll be going around in circles with no progress. The pain can be useful in that we can use it to take action and improve our situations. The pain is a push saying ‘Hey something needs to change! Get on with it, don’t delay, don’t ignore!’

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So my very first lesbian s***** experience happened with an adult female, a friend of my aunt, when I was almost eleven years old.
She and I had a conversation that very quickly turned s*****, about m***********. I had Qs that she answered and admitted she had been doing since she was my age and well, there was just something e***** about it that aroused me so that when she initiated contact I just completely went along with it because it just felt so unexplainably natural to me.
We had completely naked in bed s** in her apartment and omg I was so willing. She gifted me my first o***** that was not DIY! LOL
It was not easy keeping our very inappropriate relationship secret, both of us knew that discovery would have been an absolute disaster. I fully did participate in planning pretexts to be together as often as we could. It went on intermittently and very discreetly for well over a year. It stopped abruptly when my mom got a bit suspicious and I just totally chickened out.
I came out to my family & friends as lesbian after high school but omitted how s******* active I was as a child for very obvious reasons. My parents AND my aunt, still have no idea it happened and we both got away with it. 🙂