The first time I gave someone a b****** he got annoyed that I wouldn’t have s** with him. When we resumed he was rougher. I couldn’t breath. I was gagging and crying and finally I threw up. I was mortified and scared of him all at once. Out of nowhere he grabbed me by the hair and pulled me to the bathroom where I was made to finish and swallow his c** in the shower.
10/10 I am a f****** idiot for not just getting up and leaving. I was not prepared for any of that. I thought that I was clear about what I was comfortable/capable of doing and I probably was, he just didn’t care. It was particularly sad because it took me such a long time to work up the courage just to try.
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“I was mortified and scared of him all at once”
Fear is a terrible thing to have for another person.
Once you get over that and move on, good for you.
How he treated you and against your will was rape – whichever way you look at it.
Options there, if you have the courage to try, with hopefully, the Police?
Depending if you are in America or a similar country and not India, for example
Best Wishes……….
I wondered for a long time if it was my fault. I said I’d give him head so I thought I brought it on myself. I shouldn’t have gone back to his house, I didn’t know him well enough. I would tell any girl that it wasn’t her fault, that she never asked to be roughed up like that, but I still feel ashamed.