A few weeks back I agreed with someone who posted that when people get stressed out, depressed, angry, whatever, just spend some quality time playing with your a**. I had not done so for far too long until this evening when I had a couple hours of privacy and quiet time. Before tonight I have always been able to get myself relaxed and rebooted but was always a little frustrated by not being able to push myself beyond a certain level (size or duration). I started with a modest toy but it was not giving me what I needed. I was just in the right place to push myself. I shocked but beautifully surprised myself when I got all four fingers of my hand enjoyably in to the base of my fingers, and it made me realize that in the not too distant future I will be successful in f****** my bottom. Granted, I did not seem to be able to push myself to that point and my a** was still ravenously hungry. The large square glass lube bottle came in handy.
