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Minahal kita sa maling panahon at pagkakataon.
Bumalik ka sa ex mo at iniwan mo.
Naaalala ko yung sinabi mo na sasaluhin mo ko that day na binigay ng buo yung tiwala sayo kahit hirap na hirap ako kasi at that moment minahal kita kahit mali. Sobra saya ko from the day na tayo April 13, 2019 eto yung araw na sobrang saya ko hindi ko na inisip iba basta ang importante tayo dalawa. Love? Sana yung moment na binigay mo sakin sana dinoble ko pa yun kasi hindi na mauulit. Miss na miss na miss na kita july 7, 2019 eto yung last na mayayakap at makikita pala kita at makakasama 3 months sobrang dami memories nangyare hindi mawala sa isip hanggang ngayon august 30, 2019 sinulat ko to 1:30am. Everytime na gumigising ako sana panaginip lang sana hindi totoo pero ang hirap gumising at bumangon na haharapin ko na naman yung isang araw na wala kana. Sobrang hirap at ang sakit sakit love, ang hirap magpanggap na okay kahit alam ko sa sarili ko na nasasaktan pa din ako. Alam ko masaya kana kasama yung ex mo anu ba naman laban ko sa 6 yrs long term relationship mo sa 3 months na meron tayo. Patawad kung hindi pa rin ako okay na hirap na hirap pa din ako gusto ko maging okay pero paano kung yung dahilan kung bakit ako hindi okay kasi may kulang sakin at yung kulang na yun sya din bumuo. At ikaw yung love. Sobra ako pinapatay ng pagkamiss ko sayo gusto kita kausapin pero paano? Kung mabasa mo man ito please patawarin mo ko mahal pa rin kita. Sana mapatawad din ako ng panginoon.

Salamat sa lahat lahat.

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In this effort I downloaded Grindr and lied about being 18, eventually finding someone who hosted an anon darkroom not even 5 minutes away and who was more than happy leaving their door unlocked and a** ready. After I was invited over and tentatively entered their place I immediately set about u*********, going to nothing in a minute and slowly started up the steps to his room. Once in his room I was approached in the dark by him – a 30-something yr old man who was equally as naked but twice my size – and he reached down and started to blow me once he settled on his knees. Within minutes once I was sufficiently erect I prodded him onto the bed and had him bend over, eventually sliding in without any additional lubrication and begun to – at the age of 16 – f*** this older mans a**. I went for about 20 minutes by my estimation and slowly over the course of the f****** went from doggy, to sideways to having him lie fully down whilst I went to town on him.
Eventually I finished in him and got up and left. Once home I gushed to him about how much fun it was and how I appreciated him taking a chance with me, with some more conversation eventually leading to my age being revealed and – to my own surprise – him revealing that he’d prefer it if we kept going in spite of it. I’d meet him continuously, probably once to 3 times a month or even multiple times in the same week until I moved away at 18. I never saw his face but I remember being inside him so vividly.