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Everyone Thinks I am straight, even my current gf, truth is Ive been fantasing about men and c**** my whole post school life.

Ive had men hit on me over the years and was too nervous or unsure to follow through most of the time but did let one guy jerk blow and let me do the same to him over the course of a few months one summer.

I finally meet an older guy I was into, he is tall, slim and very s*** old school manly with a hairy chest and a huge willy that caught my attention when he sent me c*** shots one day, boy he had quite a bulge which I eventually got to see close up and personal one day.

It was so hot kissing a man for the first time, I got to see what a woman feels like touching and exploring a mans body while he grinded and moaned in my mouth. I sucked his balls chewed on his a** cheeks and kissed and expored his body savoring every second in my mind.

I dont regret finally realizing I might really be gay after all these years but will miss a soft warm womans body no doubt, but inside I really cant wait for the next man to interest me and maybe date a bit, and all that comes with dating, mmmnn a man to myself will be sweet…

I have no reason to be nervous any more and for that I am thankful, I can do what makes me happy no regrets or fear.

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When I was younger, about 16, I was insatiable and as a result of having my first anonymous hookup with another kid that was 16 (off omegle of all things) I sought to have more.
In this effort I downloaded Grindr and lied about being 18, eventually finding someone who hosted an anon darkroom not even 5 minutes away and who was more than happy leaving their door unlocked and a** ready. After I was invited over and tentatively entered their place I immediately set about u*********, going to nothing in a minute and slowly started up the steps to his room. Once in his room I was approached in the dark by him – a 30-something yr old man who was equally as naked but twice my size – and he reached down and started to blow me once he settled on his knees. Within minutes once I was sufficiently erect I prodded him onto the bed and had him bend over, eventually sliding in without any additional lubrication and begun to – at the age of 16 – f*** this older mans a**. I went for about 20 minutes by my estimation and slowly over the course of the f****** went from doggy, to sideways to having him lie fully down whilst I went to town on him.
Eventually I finished in him and got up and left. Once home I gushed to him about how much fun it was and how I appreciated him taking a chance with me, with some more conversation eventually leading to my age being revealed and – to my own surprise – him revealing that he’d prefer it if we kept going in spite of it. I’d meet him continuously, probably once to 3 times a month or even multiple times in the same week until I moved away at 18. I never saw his face but I remember being inside him so vividly.