When I was about 7 years old. Me and someone 3 years older than me did something. I get to put my d*** in his a** with a count to 3. Then switch position. My counts were fast and his were like 10s for 1. I know he cheated and I acted like I wasn’t enjoying but in fact I loved that feeling. Feeling of being taken control. Feeling of submitting. That was the first and last time acting like a gay person. If I could go back to that time I would skip my turn and let him do whatever he wanted.
