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A few days ago, a friend of mine whom I visited introduced me to this cute girl. We had a good time and, as we got more and more drunk, started talking about s**. Turned out she was very open minded. Jackpot. Anyway, we started making out and eventually went to my place to have some privacy. After getting rid of our clothes and just before getting to it, I had to pee for real, because I had quite some beers that night. So I excused myself to go to the bathroom, but instead she pulled me down onto her and slipped me in. I was so confused I didn’t know how to react because, honestly, there has never been a girl who pushed me that far. She said I should just let go – and I did. I DID THAT OMG I KNOW! I don’t know how to explain this… I was kind of into it in the moment because of all the dirty talking we had before and the mood and stuff, but right after we finished I was so disgusted by myself! The worst thing is that the s** was phenomenal, 10/10 would do it again. But I’m still really, really, REALLY freaked out about this. How can anyone be so depraved? She tried to text me but I didn’t answer yet because I don’t know what to think. What the hell is wrong with me?

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When I was younger, about 16, I was insatiable and as a result of having my first anonymous hookup with another kid that was 16 (off omegle of all things) I sought to have more.
In this effort I downloaded Grindr and lied about being 18, eventually finding someone who hosted an anon darkroom not even 5 minutes away and who was more than happy leaving their door unlocked and a** ready. After I was invited over and tentatively entered their place I immediately set about u*********, going to nothing in a minute and slowly started up the steps to his room. Once in his room I was approached in the dark by him – a 30-something yr old man who was equally as naked but twice my size – and he reached down and started to blow me once he settled on his knees. Within minutes once I was sufficiently erect I prodded him onto the bed and had him bend over, eventually sliding in without any additional lubrication and begun to – at the age of 16 – f*** this older mans a**. I went for about 20 minutes by my estimation and slowly over the course of the f****** went from doggy, to sideways to having him lie fully down whilst I went to town on him.
Eventually I finished in him and got up and left. Once home I gushed to him about how much fun it was and how I appreciated him taking a chance with me, with some more conversation eventually leading to my age being revealed and – to my own surprise – him revealing that he’d prefer it if we kept going in spite of it. I’d meet him continuously, probably once to 3 times a month or even multiple times in the same week until I moved away at 18. I never saw his face but I remember being inside him so vividly.