A few days ago, a friend of mine whom I visited introduced me to this cute girl. We had a good time and, as we got more and more drunk, started talking about s**. Turned out she was very open minded. Jackpot. Anyway, we started making out and eventually went to my place to have some privacy. After getting rid of our clothes and just before getting to it, I had to pee for real, because I had quite some beers that night. So I excused myself to go to the bathroom, but instead she pulled me down onto her and slipped me in. I was so confused I didn’t know how to react because, honestly, there has never been a girl who pushed me that far. She said I should just let go – and I did. I DID THAT OMG I KNOW! I don’t know how to explain this… I was kind of into it in the moment because of all the dirty talking we had before and the mood and stuff, but right after we finished I was so disgusted by myself! The worst thing is that the s** was phenomenal, 10/10 would do it again. But I’m still really, really, REALLY freaked out about this. How can anyone be so depraved? She tried to text me but I didn’t answer yet because I don’t know what to think. What the hell is wrong with me?
