I think back to the first time I ever had s** with another person. I can’t believe my first s***** experience was with my sister. I think back to how intense it was. And how I wasn’t going to allow my sister to say “No” to what I wanted. The most, craziest thing about the whole experience is my sister never asked me to stop at any time. She didn’t ask me not to go further. As I think back to that moment, I cannot recall any hesitation from her in any way. In fact, we both got off on the whole experience in a huge way.

I kissed and touched my sister as a woman, not as my sister. The pleasure I got from touching her most private areas was being voiced back to me by the pleasurable noises becoming louder and louder from my sister as I touched her most private areas deeper, longer and more s***** as it progressed.

When we finally finished, we couldn’t look at each other and blame the other. We both had to take equal share of blame. I knew what role I played but my sister couldn’t wash her hands of this and say it was me who forced her into this. She knew as I knew that if what was happening was making her uncomfortable I would have stopped. Instead, she wanted the s** as much as i did.

I think back, and I was the first man to touch my sister in a sensual way. She only trusted me with this beautiful moment. I felt my sister’s breasts go erect. I was feeling her n****** go hard. I then began kissing her breasts. I put my hand between her legs and rubbed the outside of her p******. She made s***** noises the whole time and not once did she push me away. She was in the same mindset I was in. We both knew we were siblings but our urge to experience s** was far stronger than our moral compasses could direct.

We had s** one time only but in my own mind there has been many times I thought how attractive my sister is. I’m not ashamed to say I always have a good look over my sister whenever we are out together. But I wonder if she does the same with me. I know she thinks I’m very handsome. But if things were a little different I believe my sister and I would have continued in secret a love for each other that involved s** and as sick as that sounds I would have committed to it.