Guys, I love all of you. You have all been kind to me and I am getting over my fears of you. My mom was raped as a teenager. She raised me to be so anti-male, how they are nothing but dirty hogs, want s** and will leave you, and physically abuse you, punch you, call you names. She made me really afraid of men and I’m away at college (I’m 19) and I’m getting over my fears. Guys have always been kind, nice to me. I can’t see my mom hating them so much. I love to have intellectual discussions with you, dinners, playing sports, movies, going observing on the telescope with them until 3 a.m. I actually asked a guy for a hug and he was so happy to give it to me and I wasn’t afraid at all. I really enjoyed it. There must have been something wrong with my mom.
Guys, do you have any ideas how I can further get over my fears? I want to make love to one of you but I’m still a little scared.