I let my brother touch me when I was nine and he was 12. He started it but I liked it so we kept doing it. He didn’t f*** me but we would touch and rub on each other. He stopped a couple of years later. We joke about it sometimes and there’s no guilt or shame about it. The thing is that I didn’t want him to stop and wish we could go back then. I wish he was the one who took my virginity. I would never tell him this ever. It just feels good to say it now.
