I’m the r***** who posted earlier. My heart aches for all r*** survivors.If it would take away one victim’s trauma, I would kill myself just so she wouldn’t have to experience any more suffering.

But, to be honest, I don’t want to die. I want to make a difference. I want to make life better for r*** survivors and I don’t know how. I want to dedicate my life to helping them so they can have happy lives. Does anyone have any ideas on how I could possibly help?

I guess you are questioning what made me turn my life around. I’m holding my answer- my 4 month old baby daughter. I want to do something great in her honor. One day, when she learns of what horrible thing I did, I hope she can see how I’ve changed and not hate me like pretty much everyone else does.

I’m afraid of losing my little Sunshine. She lights up my life and makes me so happy. But, because I’m a registered s** offender, child protective services is in our life. I don’t need the interference from them. I can raise my daughter any way I see fit. I’m her father, not them. I love my little Sunshine to death. It would kill me if I lost her.

Thanks in advance to everyone who offers me constructive ideas. Much love and blessings to everyone.