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I won’t go into the sad details too much, but at 39, I had given up on finding love. I own my own business and house. Four years ago, a woman who was 30 moved into an apartment across the street. She was a recovering drug addict and basically had lots of s** to obtain these drugs for free. I don’t know what made me fall in love with her. She was a wonderful woman, despite her past. She made me laugh, she made me feel alive. I took her to the beach (she never went before because her parents were poor). She showed me what true love was. We made love, we cuddled all the time, we loved to cook together. After a year, I couldn’t imagine my life without her. I had forgiven her for her past (she told me she had slept with over 60 men). However, she never cheated on me, and I do believe that. We made each other happy. She thought no man could ever love her the way I did. Then I asked her to marry me. We had a small wedding, which she preferred. I took her to Paris for our honeymoon.
Then after 3 years, it all came crashing down. The love of my life had incurable cervical cancer. She was dying. How could God let this happen to me? We got in a fight and I blamed her for her own cancer based on her past. That was one of the biggest mistakes of my life. I did it out of anger- I loved her so much I was not ready to say goodbye. But as always, she had a surprise of her own- she told me she was 3 months pregnant with our baby. She made it a priority to live past the 6 months doctors gave her so she could give me the ultimate gift of our love.

Today, that little girl is 8 months old. Her mom passed away when she was two months old. We had time to get a family portrait and take a quick trip to the beach where we made a lot of mother-daughter memories. They wore the same bathing suit!

But what melted my heart today was I was sitting on the floor with my little sweetie playing peek-a-boo and out of the sudden, she crawled over to me, kissed my nose and said, “Love da-da!” And she giggled. I cried tears of joy.

While my love story may not have been traditional, it was perfect to me. And I know I will be the best dad a daughter has ever had.

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In this effort I downloaded Grindr and lied about being 18, eventually finding someone who hosted an anon darkroom not even 5 minutes away and who was more than happy leaving their door unlocked and a** ready. After I was invited over and tentatively entered their place I immediately set about u*********, going to nothing in a minute and slowly started up the steps to his room. Once in his room I was approached in the dark by him – a 30-something yr old man who was equally as naked but twice my size – and he reached down and started to blow me once he settled on his knees. Within minutes once I was sufficiently erect I prodded him onto the bed and had him bend over, eventually sliding in without any additional lubrication and begun to – at the age of 16 – f*** this older mans a**. I went for about 20 minutes by my estimation and slowly over the course of the f****** went from doggy, to sideways to having him lie fully down whilst I went to town on him.
Eventually I finished in him and got up and left. Once home I gushed to him about how much fun it was and how I appreciated him taking a chance with me, with some more conversation eventually leading to my age being revealed and – to my own surprise – him revealing that he’d prefer it if we kept going in spite of it. I’d meet him continuously, probably once to 3 times a month or even multiple times in the same week until I moved away at 18. I never saw his face but I remember being inside him so vividly.