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Update: About a year ago now, a s** offender moved into the townhouse next to mine. He’s stayed overnight at my place (in the guest bedroom) a couple of times due to death threats. I’m 30 and he’s 36.

I’m falling for him and he’s falling for me. While we’ve never had s** yet, I think we both want to. The desire is there but I think he’s afraid to have s** again after all the trauma, jail, threats, torment, harassment he’s been through. One time when we were cuddling, he got an erection which I felt on my leg. He immediately rolled over, whether out of fear, embarassment, or humiliiation, or a combination of those things, I’ll never know. But I rubbed his back to relieve his tension and reassured him that that erection was normal and okay to have while cuddling.

I want him to trust me. I want him to feel confident with me. How? Any suggestions?

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When I was younger, about 16, I was insatiable and as a result of having my first anonymous hookup with another kid that was 16 (off omegle of all things) I sought to have more.
In this effort I downloaded Grindr and lied about being 18, eventually finding someone who hosted an anon darkroom not even 5 minutes away and who was more than happy leaving their door unlocked and a** ready. After I was invited over and tentatively entered their place I immediately set about u*********, going to nothing in a minute and slowly started up the steps to his room. Once in his room I was approached in the dark by him – a 30-something yr old man who was equally as naked but twice my size – and he reached down and started to blow me once he settled on his knees. Within minutes once I was sufficiently erect I prodded him onto the bed and had him bend over, eventually sliding in without any additional lubrication and begun to – at the age of 16 – f*** this older mans a**. I went for about 20 minutes by my estimation and slowly over the course of the f****** went from doggy, to sideways to having him lie fully down whilst I went to town on him.
Eventually I finished in him and got up and left. Once home I gushed to him about how much fun it was and how I appreciated him taking a chance with me, with some more conversation eventually leading to my age being revealed and – to my own surprise – him revealing that he’d prefer it if we kept going in spite of it. I’d meet him continuously, probably once to 3 times a month or even multiple times in the same week until I moved away at 18. I never saw his face but I remember being inside him so vividly.