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I was a 14 year old boy back in the late seventies when I first wore my mother’s all-in-one girdle to school. I’d tried her control underwear on before, but only for short periods and never outside. That day, just before I was about to leave for school, the urge just swept over me. I ran upstairs, tiptoed into my parent’s bedroom, took her all-in-one girdle from the back of her underwear drawer, went into the bathroom and quickly took off my school uniform. My heart was racing nineteen to the dozen as I stepped into it, pulled it up, sucked in my belly, fastened the hooks up the front and finally pulled up the zip. Before I could chicken out, I put my shirt on, watching myself in disbelief in the mirror as the bra cups disappeared as I fastened the buttons, then I stepped into my trousers and pulled them up, watching with a mix of elation and horror as the legs of the girdle disappeared. I tucked my shirt in, put on my pullover and, with a struggle, bent over to put on my shoes just as my mother shouted to me to hurry up. I could just faintly see a slight puckering on my chest caused by the bra cups, and it was only then I started to panic about whether or not the bra straps would be visible. But it was too late to take if off again. I put on my coat, “ran” (as best I could!) down the stairs, picked up my bag and left. I think I was in a state of shock as I walked along the street, feeling the corselette gripping my thighs, holding in my backside and belly and the straps digging into my shoulders. Then the fear kicked in – would anyone notice the bra straps, the wrinkling caused by the bra cups or the rings around my thighs when I sat down? I was in a state of terror when I finally got to school though, thankfully, no-one noticed any of what I’d convinced myself were obvious tell-tale signs. It was nearly ten hours later before I was able to take it off again! By the middle of the day, I’d really come to appreciate the slogan used on one of the TV adverts of the time – “my girdle is killing me!”

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I have worked hard to be the person I am. I have a management position at my place of work. I began there after covid and until recently enjoyed working with the franchise.

I don’t attend company functions or socialize with others at work keeping it completely business like. No one there really knows much about my family other than what little things I have revealed.

At the beginning of the year another woman was hired. Not in my department but in the same company. I never need to even talk with her. Our company requires us to use a payroll app for HR type functions such as scheduling work shifts, days off etc. This app has some social media type features and recognizes birthdays and work anniversaries for other employees totally violating my privacy.

This woman noticed our birthdays were within days of each other. She somehow decided to dig for information about me. Probably from the countless online databases. My daughter stopped in from college as the semester ended to make some financial transactions I needed to have notarized.

This woman chatted a minute and learned she was 20. I am 34 and did the math. Rumors spread like wildfire. Ok I had her while 14. I love her dearly. I had support of my family. Raised her, continuing my education and later raising her as a single mom.

Now I dread going to work because I feel I’ve lost confidence in my position there. It was never a secret among my family and friends and others I went to school with but now I feel like I’m being judged by these people that don’t even know us.

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