Ya know I drive around and see girls each day and I imagine that everyone of them might be you. I’m scared Sophie, I don’t want to lose you. This is really crazy, I know. But I was nervous all last night. After you saw the doc. And the scheduling. What does it mean, I need to know. You mean something to me. I can only imagine what it is for you. I am powerless, I want to comfort you, put my arms around you, hold you, be there for you. I’m sorry I’m being selfish. Just know I missed you today. I loved talking sunday it was great to talk w you. For more than one paragraph! Maybe we could do that again sometime? I miss you and love you ???xoxoxoxo