Last year, at my school I think I had my first, I don’t know,”connection” with someone. It happened like this, I had a different history teacher than the last year and well, he was fine and all was normal, but one day, he was explaining and I was listening and watching at him and suddenly he watched me and something weird happend.That strange situation last too many seconds and then I felt something very weird.
Since then It’s all very weird, this year doesn’t teach in my class but sometimes I see him around the school and there’s still the same thing, I know there’s a bit of attraction I suppose, so even this year I often see him, If I have the opportunity I try to look at him, but only If he’s not looking, I prefer like this, If not it’s difficult to me to control my mind.
It’s very frustating, why this had to happen with that person?I must forget this,it’s useless
Why couldn’t be with someone of my class? I’m sure If this would had happened with one of my classmathes I would had had a boyfriend.
Well, I suppose it’s something I can’t choose.
