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hey gyz I want to tell u all abt my weired fantasy.I am 23 years old boy. I am a neck lover and I like to strangle females more than doing s** with them. Strangling females turn me on a lot. but I feel this fantasy is growing day by day. When I was 20 I realise this weired fantasy but at that time I only think about it, but as time passes I start to strangle my cousions when they were in sleep. I strangle my aunt a lot when she is in sleep. Even I strangle a girl which stay in my building. I strangle her for long time but thank god I release her before she die. But she felt very unconcious if I wont release her for more than minute I am sure she will die but this is old incident. But resently I visit my Uncle’s house. He have 13 years old daughter. When we are alone at home I told her that I know one game and you will like it. She said yes to play with me. So first I said her to take deep breath and then hold it as long as she can, but she release very soon. So I said that it’s not good. So I seate close to her and grab her s*** and little (because she is only 13 yrs old) neck, and tell her to take deep breath and hold it simultaneously I strart applying presure on her neck with my bare hand. After some seconds she wants to take breath but because of my tight hands around her neck its not possible for her breath. So she forcefully try to release her neck from my hands but I want to see the pain from which she going at that movement. But I dont want to losse her so after some more seconds I leave her. As soon as I leave her she start to take a lot of breath and I like to see her pain. Afert taking sufficient breath I tell her you can even do better that this. And surprisingly she said yes and now I got another chance see her in pain. So this time I told her to take deep breath and then put my hand on her nose and mouth and stop the airflow but blocking her nose and mouth by my hand. This time I do same thing but for long time and then she felt trouble in breathing but I dont wnat to release her soon so I wont put my hand away. after some more seconds I felt that she is in very bad situation so I release her. And this time she took a lot of breathing very fast and I like waching her. After she get stable I tell her not to tell anyone about this incident and she say yes. But I am scared that she may tell this to her mom/dad, but she wont tell anyone. So I think she likes that.
So friends please help me to get out of this habit of strangulation.
I am scared that I will kill someone because of this habit.
So please tell me solution?
Is there any other person who likes to strangle females or like to see their pain?

New Confession

I started exp.osing myself in grade school. The girls were shocked and ran. In most cases they couldn’t see who I was because I covered my face.

Then in high school I ra.ped a girl. I ti e d her to a picnic table and spread her wide open. I examined her holes and then ra.ped her while she screamed and begged. It was a fantastic orga.sm. I kept her pa.nties as a souvenir. I released her and she must not have reported it because I never got in trouble. Too humiliating for her.

In college I ra.ped two more girls. I ra.ped one in the parking lot by dragging her into the nearby woods. I kept her pa.nties too.

Then there was this other girl who was always going around campus telling the male students to not ra.pe anyone. She promoted the idea that there was a ra.pe crisis. I think she just needed some co.ck so one weekend I took her and I ra.ped her repeatedly all weekend long, over and over.

Up her pu.ssy many times and up her a s s too. She was furious, she screamed and raged but eventually she broke and begged and pleaded. Funny thing was that she clim.axed several times while I ra.ped her. I also rubbed her cli.t with my finger and she clim.axed for that too. Her cl.it swelled and got really hard when I rubbed it, she started rocking and begging, “no, no, please no”. She kept rocking back and forth and then she couldn’t hold back anymore and she clim.axed, shivered, shook, moaned and moaned.

I asked her how it was to be the big ra.pe fear spreader on campus and then to get ra.ped She begged me to not tell anyone. I knew then she wasn’t going to report it. After that she no longer spread fear or talked about the male students being ra.pists. I bet she mast.urbates regularly while remembering being ra.ped and it’s probably the best or.gasms she ever has.

Funny thing is I’m dating a girl now who says that ra.pists should be cas.trated, emas.culated, de-balled. She doesn’t know that I am a ra.pist. She doesn’t know my history. I tried to persuade her against cas.tration but she says that ra.pe is so humiliating, it breaks the girl mentally and impacts her for life so the ra.pist should be neutered. She says so “his gun doesn’t have any more bullets”. She means his co.ck can’t shoot a load. It really irritates me to hear her talk that way. I’ve been treating her rougher in bed and I’m just going to drag her into the bedroom, strip her na.ked and ra.pe her. I think that’s what she needs. It’s what they all need and want.

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