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I love the idea of older dominant men taking what they want. My first experience of this started back in high school, we learned about s** by comparing experiences with other girls who had done it with their boyfriends. My own boyfriend was always trying to persuade me to take him in my mouth, but my first time was with an older man that I used to babysit for. He pulled off the road when taking me home and I let him kiss me, then without warning he pulled my head down onto his knee and pressed his c*** against my lips. Without thinking I opened my mouth and let him do it.
When he came, I was surprised how much there was, it seemed to go everywhere. I admit that I didn’t really like the taste or texture at first, but managed to swallow it, as I thought this would be expected. I found myself letting him do it again the next time and it became something we would do regularly. He was a very confident, assertive man and told me exactly what he wanted me to do, which I am sure has been a benefit to the men I have met since.

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My art therapist/group therapist and I were having an illegal affair. I would write secret messages to her and she would read them and respond to them in person. She would do favors i asked of her, like wearing outfits i asked her to wear, she’d even do me s***** favors. I made her a google drive full of p*** of me and then crafted a puzzle link to get to it that only she could have known. The link was a tinyurl with three phrases in the url that only she could have known. We would walk for an hour every day and swing at the park. I would write her poetry and play love songs for her every day. She broke the rules to play mario kart with me constantly when her boss was out. We had something magical. But she would never communicate directly with me because sge was afraid she’d lose her liscence to practice and her boyfriend and house, abd when I pushed her to unmask and be real, she told me I was wasting my time. Well that pissed me off and I crashed out a little abd she used that crash out to get me kicked out of my group therapy program. She wants out and I told her she’s not allowed to want out. I told her If she doesn’t reach out to me and continue this affair, that i will report her and get her liscence taken away and if that doesn’t work ill find some other way to ruin her life. You dont go from gooning in the bathroom at work to someone to throwing them away in the same week. Thats fucked. I’ll post her name here soon if she stays quiet and doesn’t reach out to me.

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