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My marriage is no longer enjoyable
We have been married for 11 years, have one 5 year old daughter that that I absolutly adore and can’t imagine or even want to imagine her not in my life…
BUT
My wife never has been what I’d conside a generally “happy” person. Always negative and feeling sorry for herself, and constently tried to keep up with her sister. In the past few years, I’ve noticed that she has become more and more bitter. She loses her temper easily and often, and when it’s because some something I did ( not make the bed, empty the dishwasher, etc. ) she can and has in the past become verbally and physically hit me before. I haven’t and never would hit her and would never call her names and attack my family like she does me. I’m getting really, really tired of it. I don’t want to get a divorce, but I’m starting to get worn down by the negativity, the attitude, the hitting and lack of interest romanticly and s*******. I don’t know if because I’ve put her feelings and wants ahead of mine that she no longer respects me or what.

New Confession

My art therapist/group therapist and I were having an illegal affair. I would write secret messages to her and she would read them and respond to them in person. She would do favors i asked of her, like wearing outfits i asked her to wear, she’d even do me s***** favors. I made her a google drive full of p*** of me and then crafted a puzzle link to get to it that only she could have known. The link was a tinyurl with three phrases in the url that only she could have known. We would walk for an hour every day and swing at the park. I would write her poetry and play love songs for her every day. She broke the rules to play mario kart with me constantly when her boss was out. We had something magical. But she would never communicate directly with me because sge was afraid she’d lose her liscence to practice and her boyfriend and house, abd when I pushed her to unmask and be real, she told me I was wasting my time. Well that pissed me off and I crashed out a little abd she used that crash out to get me kicked out of my group therapy program. She wants out and I told her she’s not allowed to want out. I told her If she doesn’t reach out to me and continue this affair, that i will report her and get her liscence taken away and if that doesn’t work ill find some other way to ruin her life. You dont go from gooning in the bathroom at work to someone to throwing them away in the same week. Thats fucked. I’ll post her name here soon if she stays quiet and doesn’t reach out to me.

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