My marriage is no longer enjoyable We have been married for 11 years, have one 5 year old daughter that that I absolutly adore and can't imagine or even

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My marriage is no longer enjoyable
We have been married for 11 years, have one 5 year old daughter that that I absolutly adore and can’t imagine or even want to imagine her not in my life…
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My wife never has been what I’d conside a generally “happy” person. Always negative and feeling sorry for herself, and constently tried to keep up with her sister. In the past few years, I’ve noticed that she has become more and more bitter. She loses her temper easily and often, and when it’s because some something I did ( not make the bed, empty the dishwasher, etc. ) she can and has in the past become verbally and physically hit me before. I haven’t and never would hit her and would never call her names and attack my family like she does me. I’m getting really, really tired of it. I don’t want to get a divorce, but I’m starting to get worn down by the negativity, the attitude, the hitting and lack of interest romanticly and s*******. I don’t know if because I’ve put her feelings and wants ahead of mine that she no longer respects me or what.

New Confession

I started exp.osing myself in grade school. The girls were shocked and ran. In most cases they couldn’t see who I was because I covered my face.

Then in high school I ra.ped a girl. I ti e d her to a picnic table and spread her wide open. I examined her holes and then ra.ped her while she screamed and begged. It was a fantastic orga.sm. I kept her pa.nties as a souvenir. I released her and she must not have reported it because I never got in trouble. Too humiliating for her.

In college I ra.ped two more girls. I ra.ped one in the parking lot by dragging her into the nearby woods. I kept her pa.nties too.

Then there was this other girl who was always going around campus telling the male students to not ra.pe anyone. She promoted the idea that there was a ra.pe crisis. I think she just needed some co.ck so one weekend I took her and I ra.ped her repeatedly all weekend long, over and over.

Up her pu.ssy many times and up her a s s too. She was furious, she screamed and raged but eventually she broke and begged and pleaded. Funny thing was that she clim.axed several times while I ra.ped her. I also rubbed her cli.t with my finger and she clim.axed for that too. Her cl.it swelled and got really hard when I rubbed it, she started rocking and begging, “no, no, please no”. She kept rocking back and forth and then she couldn’t hold back anymore and she clim.axed, shivered, shook, moaned and moaned.

I asked her how it was to be the big ra.pe fear spreader on campus and then to get ra.ped She begged me to not tell anyone. I knew then she wasn’t going to report it. After that she no longer spread fear or talked about the male students being ra.pists. I bet she mast.urbates regularly while remembering being ra.ped and it’s probably the best or.gasms she ever has.

Funny thing is I’m dating a girl now who says that ra.pists should be cas.trated, emas.culated, de-balled. She doesn’t know that I am a ra.pist. She doesn’t know my history. I tried to persuade her against cas.tration but she says that ra.pe is so humiliating, it breaks the girl mentally and impacts her for life so the ra.pist should be neutered. She says so “his gun doesn’t have any more bullets”. She means his co.ck can’t shoot a load. It really irritates me to hear her talk that way. I’ve been treating her rougher in bed and I’m just going to drag her into the bedroom, strip her na.ked and ra.pe her. I think that’s what she needs. It’s what they all need and want.

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My husband always told me he fantasized about watching me getting fucked by another man. The idea turned me on too. One night we decided to fulfill the fantasy. He dropped me off at a local bar wearing a short skirt and heels. I was h**** just from the way I looked. He was going home and waiting outside the bedroom window. It didn’t take long to find an interested stud. I was 28 and he was probably about 35. After letting him touch me under my skirt , I suggested we go back to my place and play. I sucked his c*** on the short ride to the house. He was so ready. We went into the bedroom and I left the light on , giving my husband a good view. I layed on the bed and the stranger went down on my shaved, wet p****. It was so exciting knowing I was being watched. He got naked and his big c*** was rock hard. He entered me and pushed it deep inside me. I screamed uncontrollably as he started pounding me. After about 20 minutes he came inside me. He soon got dressed and left. My husband came inside and told me how hot that was. As c** was running out of me, he started f****** me again. My p**** was so h****, I screamed in ecstasy again. I think we found a new k**** boredom breaker