Last night I came home from work. It was a long day and all I wanted to do was play some Overwatch that I just newly bought that day, cuddle up with my boyfriend and have a good nights sleep knowing I have to go to work early the next day. I arrive home and my boyfriend tells me he found a couple on snapchat he wants to “play” with. He told me about this fantasy before but I just wasn’t into it at first. I asked him if he really wanted to do it and he said yes. That made me give in and I said fine. figuring we can just get this over with and i can just go to bed. My body was exposed and i felt guilt at the end. He was happy and thats what that matters. I woke up this morning with a feeling like i can’t believe i just did that. I felt violated and i just want to crawl in a hole and die.
