this one time I let a friend into my server that me and my other friends were talking in, and most of my friends hated the other friend I let in. Let’s call her friend a. I let friend a in the server forgetting we trash talk about people and how we talk about friend a’s wrong doings and annoying things friend a does. forgetting that, I’m guessing she reads the chats and scrolls up and later friend a leaves the server not saying anything to me but “ok”. after, friend a unfriends me and never talks to me again. The thing is that they were really close friends and I knew them for longer then anyone in that server. They were a really good friend, but they weren’t the best person. I’ve talked about how much I didn’t really wanted to be friends with them, but when I stopped I felt so much guilt. I really wanted to get this off my chest, since I really liked having their company and also how we were in the same friend group. Am I a bad person for this?