I’ve been in a monogomas relationship for almost 18 years. Married for 10 of those. A few weeks ago, I fucked an old friend from back in the day that lives hours away. It’s the best s** I’ve had in years.
I thought I’d regret it. I thought I’d feel guilty. I thought I wouldn’t be able to look my husband in the eye…. Its not that way.
I worry that I’ve slid so easily into this roll. I’m ashamed at how much this guy turns me on. I wish having this secret didn’t turn me on even more.
My husband can be laying beside me and I’ll slide a finger over my wet c***, my other hand tapping at my phone letting this guy know how badly I want to c** right now. We’re secretly planning ways to meet so we can f*** more. I’m addicted already. Its like floodgates have opened and I want more.
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Don’t.
I slipped into a similar situation 5 years ago.
I am now totally in love with someone I can never be with without destroying two families.
Its hell. Every. Single. Day.
Moments with them are what keep me going. But its made finding happiness in my marriage almost impossible.
Turn back now while you still can.
You’re both shitty people. Eventually you both will get what you want and as soon as you do, it will break and shatter into pieces. And you bleed. And weep. And find misery in the very thing that you got. And realize in doing so you lost what you had. And you will remain unhappy for the rest of your filthy, scum lives.
I swear no one takes marriage vows seriously anymore. Why the hell did you get married? To hurt your spouse? Everyone deserves happiness. I’m sure your spouses found happiness in another but choose to stay faithful because they chose you. Yet you go off and fuck other people, chasing your own lust. And as the years go by, when your lies finally catch up to you, your spouse will have regret. No, not because you cheated, but because you hindered them from their own happiness too. Your already ruining two families. Get a divorce and be with your lovers. But don’t hurt the ones you agreed to stick by.
But you’re both selfish and don’t care about anyone’s feelings but your own. Pathetic. I hope you get what’s coming to you.
Wow, #2. I’m guessing there’s a bit of history for you.
Bitter, party of one, your table is now ready.
Agree with #2, you ought to be single or try to come up with new ways to spice it up with your spouse instead