I’m angry . I’m angry on myself. I f****** hate myself. For everything I have done. I have done a lots of stupid things.. including him. I hate that I can even hate him.. I care about him.. even tho I know he really doesn’t feel the same. Maybe I am just a girl from the internet for him. But I hate myself.. I hate that I care so much about him.. and I can’t even let go.. it hurts.. it hurts so badly and I just can’t survive in this world.. I don’t know what I could do…to be ok.. it hurts.
