I feel so full of energy. But not in the sense that I could run around doing everything unless it was to just distract myself. I’ve had tourrets since I was 12 so this sensation isn’t new. I just haven’t had to really deal with it for so long and now this sensation just wont go away. I’m worried I’m going to have an attack again. I am certain it is connected to my relationship and work. Life in general. The stress just piles on me and I can’t let it go. I just want to cry. I get these dark thoughts in my mind and I just want to shut it off. My mind just wants me to shut off, if not just being silent but silencing the world from my mind. I’m just so frustrated with myself-I feel weak but I can’t sleep. This roller coaster just needs to stop.

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