For almost 2 years I have been thinking about being a so called ‘sissy’. I’ve listened to and watched a lot of hypnosis stuff, dressed in female clothing and fantasized about c***, but only while I was h****. Some part of me really wanted to be like that, but it always felt incredibly wrong when I wasn’t h**** anymore. I’ve struggeled a lot, but I’ve come to the conclusion that that part of me just isn’t me. It’s just a really weird Fantasy, which I’m going to leave behind. I’ll also try to beat my p*** addiction and stop watching p***.
