TRUST ME: I used to be a cool single guy not into relationships and all that.
She is a girl who i have known for two years. She was my friend’s crush. I was not attracted to her. But then we started to chat on facebook. She was so friendly on facebook. We used to talk only on facebook. We were frank and everything. She had a boyfriend i know that. We didn’t know each other in person but chatting was so much fun. I liked her but never had i ever thought of making her my girlfriend. I had always thought her of someone who i will only chat and not meet in person.
Then she had a break up. We spent a night together. We shared kisses and did all the other things except s**, but we were drunk, and now i miss how she kissed me, how i touched her body, and she touched mine. It’s like she was giving me all the care that i needed. It’s been like 5 days already but i do still miss her still miss the touches. I can’t stop thinking about why i am thinking about her. I can’t be in a relationship with her because she is not the right person for me to fall in love, but again i do still miss her and it’s really painful for me. I shower, I try to occupy my mind with other things, but yet there is always a place on my mind where it feels heavy.
I haven’t said any of these things to her cause I wanted a freinds with benefits kinda thing and i know she wanted the same as she used to talk naughtily even when she had a boyfriend.
What do i do? What is this ? How do i get over her ?
